I am the girl that Lokanatha touched
inappropriately. It did NOT just happen one time in the living
room, on the sofa, but rather throughout the week that he stayed he touched
me various times inappropriately. I am surprised now (at age 32) that that
NASTY, VILE PEDOPHILE did not try to rape me.
He took my innocent father's words of "she is growing up
here in America, why don't you teach her some more Indian culture" and
turned into his way of taking advantage of me. He called me various times
through out that week (it was Easter vacation so I had off), and it was hot,
so I was wearing shorts. I was 11 and 1/2 years of age. I sat down next to
him after he insisted many times, and he decided he would teach me how to
play the harmonium. He several times, rubbed his hand up and down my leg,
inner leg, and out, as I was seated there next to him and the harmonium. I
asked him "what are you doing?" to which he replied "nothing,
just concentrate on the harmonium." I cannot TELL YOU HOW HORRIFIED AND
DIRTY I FELT inside.
Through out the days, he then once woke me up singing "jeeva
jago, nidra chadi uttha jeeva" and when I got up ( I was wearing shorts),
he patted me on my butt. I ran into my mother's room, and into her walk in
closet and hid, and he came in after me. He pulled me out, saying "why
are you hiding" and again touched me on my butt, held my hands and put
his arms around me.
Again he called me for harmonium lessons, and then when he touched
me inappropriateley AGAIN on my leg, I got up and ran into the kitchen and
went to my mother who was cooking prasadam for this ASS. I went to my friend
Sangeeta's home later that day to play, and I told her he disgusts me, I don't
like him, and I don't like the way he touches me. He makes me feel so dirty.
She didn't know how to react, at age 8, but she said just tell your mother.
The next day, he called me in the living room, and asked me
to bring the Krsna book and read it to him. He had me sit RIGHT NEXT TO HIM,
leaving no space between us. He PLACED HIS HANDS ON MY CROTCH, NOT ON MY LAP,
and said I am keeping the book from touching you there, so just keep reading.
He kept his hand there, and any time my mother would walk by the room,he would
QUICKLY REMOVE HIS HAND AND PLACE IT ABOVE MY HEAD (around me). He did this
several times throughout the course of an hour, and after that sick feeling
inside me became the most prominent thing for me, I told him I was tired,
and I left the room.
The day after that, some of his bogus followers were there at
our house, and when I came inside from playing with my friend (having a dirty
feeling inside me the whole time), the ASS had a nerve to call me several
times to sit next to HIM in front of everybody. I told him NO!, and ran away.
Thank GOODNESS the nasty pedophile left the day after, and when
my dad suggested I touch his most UNHOLY DISGUSTING FEET I SAID NO! I will
not. I told my mother about everything the night before, and she was shocked,
disgusted and appaulled at everything.
What could a defenseless 11 year old child do? Just say
no, and tell her mother. There was no legal actions that I knew of at the
time that I could take. If I had known how to kick that ASS in his groins
to teach him a good lesson, I would have. But I didn't know at the time what
to do.
Yes, that silly investigation happened by Yashoda
and she just followed me around the house, asking me where this and that happened,
and how this and that happened. We WERE PROMISED THAT LOKANATHA would
be punished. He was NOT.
His stupid misled followers
still blindly followed him, and accused me of lying.
I will never forget what I have been through.. Till this
day, Ravindra Swarupa, the head of our nearest temple, acts like nothing
happened, and was nonchallant about the whole thing. He has always had
a cold, DISRESPECTFUL approach towards our family. We trusted him, and
he nor the GBC (garbage committee) never followed through. BUT THAT
IS OK, THE LAW OF KARMA AND LORD SHRI KRISHNA WILL. That is who THEY will
have to answer to ultimately.
PLEASE POST THIS TO YOUR WEBSITE.
I have remained quiet long enough. I will not be quiet any longer.
Satya
